"Each individual, regardless of circumstance, holds a unique gift to share with the world, and it is important to radiate hope and courage for those who have yet to discover what is within them."

I strongly dislike having unresolved issues, so I made an effort to reach out to you in attempt to apologize for something I probably shouldn’t be apologizing for in the first place. It’s ridiculous how my personality allows me to feel like I’m always at fault when I know I’m just being too nice. Honestly, I’ve wasted my time feeling shitty because I thought I was accountable for being an asshole, yet in actuality, you’re the asshole, and I don’t take back the judgements I put upon you. Yes, I still slightly feel bad for saying what I said and for the way it was communicated. I mean, I have an enormous heart for caring about people and feel the need to fix things all the time. But you’re immature and you lack the ability to resolve conflict. And I don’t feel the need to try and resolve any issue between us. I’m not going to put forth effort into trying if you’re not willing to try yourself. 

When I run, I can’t stop. Partly because I don’t want to stop. But mostly because I don’t acquire the energy to withstand my own feelings when I’m not running. I’m happy when I run. If I could, I’d run forever. 

There’s a lot of things I wish I had the opportunity to say to your face. You know, like how much of a dick you are and how you should stick your penis up your own butt because assholes love assholes (:

You… seriously like me that much that YOU CHANGED GYMS TO GO TO MY GYM!?  Not to be mean but I do not like to be bothered or annoyed at a place where I let go of my stress. Gooosh, why the hell.

Honestly, it sucks to let someone take a chance with you after rejecting other people throughout your whole life. But then you let that one person in, and they are exactly like those other people that you’ve tried so hard to protect yourself from. I don’t want to have this guard up my whole life but it seems to work for me, for now.